| Saturday, November 22nd, 2008 |
| 1:11 am |
is nothing sacred
will the fates leave nothing alone. the human heart like is a seriously disturbed child on way too many stimulants. does anyone truly get what they are looking for or is it that we are all blind and not really looking at all. often my own mind scares me. when other people look deep within themselves are they certain of what they see. i must not be the only one who doubts the interior space of a brick facade. strong and confident am i. unwavering. unyielding. the only thing that i am certain of is that i cannot be broken and neither can you. from whom do you think i learned. ~d xo Current Mood: sympathetic |
| Monday, March 31st, 2008 |
| 3:50 pm |
stop stressing me out!
why do you fight with everyone i love? just because they are important to me doesn't mean that you are any less. this is becoming a strange pattern. do you think i'm a bad judge of character? i love you? how can you be so warm and so intolerant at the same time. it's like there is a block in your brain... you have made a decision about someone and that's it, even if you are wrong. i'm so mad at you right now. i want to tell you but i know how the conversation will go... you got offended, i know... he's misogynistic, i know... you don't understand each other or even speak the same language, i know... i wish that you would just give people some room. it wouldn't hurt you know. you wouldn't be any less of a strong independent woman if you just opened you mind a little. ~d xo Current Mood: frustrated |
| Thursday, March 13th, 2008 |
| 2:10 pm |
getting my first taste of working from home this week. all i have to say is wow... i'm more busy than i thought i would be. last night lora called me June Clever. i feel more like Diana Prince. ~d xo Current Mood: powerful |
| Thursday, March 6th, 2008 |
| 4:28 pm |
a hard rain's a-gonna fall
how can it be so how could it have taken so long and hurt so much it doesn't hurt anymore not like it did before thought you were so smart didn't ya sometimes... you still get the urge too that little tingle that happens behind your eyes it's the demons knock knock knocking the ego that's throbbing she ruins everything or does she sometimes... she does what's necessary clean out the cobwebs or let 'em see into your closet i choose door number two i always choose door number two jump in head first sink or swim sometimes... the water is just right ~d xo Current Mood: content |
| Thursday, February 14th, 2008 |
| 9:41 am |
i remember what saved me. thank you and happy valentine's day. ~d xo Current Mood: grateful |
| Monday, January 14th, 2008 |
| 9:39 am |
take a deep breath
please please give me the patience to get through the day and not walk out. i can do this! he is just trying to make a living like the rest of us. focus on your goals, don't mind him... he's a child... be mindful of the thoughts you have, sometimes they translate into actions. just keep your head up, do your job, know your worth and smile! you can do this! ~d xo Current Mood: anxious |
| Monday, December 17th, 2007 |
| 2:59 pm |
silvio Stake my future on a hell of a past Looks like tomorrow is coming on fast Ain't complaining 'bout what I got Seen better times, but who has not?
Silvio Silver and gold Won't buy back the beat of a heart grown cold Silvio I gotta go Find out something only dead men know
Honest as the next jade rolling that stone When I come knocking don't throw me no bone I'm an old boll weevil looking for a home If you don't like it you can leave me alone
I can snap my fingers and require the rain From a clear blue sky and turn it off again I can stroke your body and relieve your pain And charm the whistle off an evening train
I give what I got until I got no more I take what I get until I even the score You know I love you and furthermore When it's time to go you got an open door
I can tell you fancy, I can tell you plain You give something up for everything you gain Since every pleasure's got an edge of pain Pay for your ticket and don't complain
One of these days and it won't be long Going down in the valley and sing my song I will sing it loud and sing it strong Let the echo decide if I was right or wrong
Silvio Silver and gold Won't buy back the beat of a heart grown cold Silvio I gotta go Find out something only dead men know
~ the man... Bob Dylan Current Mood: amused |
| Monday, December 10th, 2007 |
| 3:34 pm |
from 4 to 26
happy 26th birthday little brother. how would you like to celebrate? dancing live music vegas power drinking a quiet dinner at mom's i'm making tortilla soup tonight, i'd invite you over, maybe we'd eat then watch the three amigos? love and miss you always! ~d xo Current Mood: melancholy |
| Wednesday, December 5th, 2007 |
| 10:10 am |
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| Sunday, October 14th, 2007 |
| 11:46 am |
so what are you waiting for...
...and by you i mean me. nothing apparently. got's me some plans. but first, off to the store then to mom's birthday celebration. tomorrow should be the start of a lucrative adventure and this time i'm not alone. ~d xo Current Mood: chipper |
| Thursday, October 4th, 2007 |
| 4:06 pm |
tee hee!
got's me a straight job! i officially start oct. 15th! i rock! ~d xo Current Mood: excited |
| Thursday, September 20th, 2007 |
| 5:30 pm |
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| Monday, August 27th, 2007 |
| 3:06 pm |
long weekend
someone i liked very much died fri night. he left behind a wife and child. it's been a hell of a weekend. ~d xo Current Mood: melancholy |
| Friday, June 22nd, 2007 |
| 6:23 am |
couldn't sleep
it's been a while since i have made a post, so here it goes. lots going on in my head... i am starting a super part time job that will feed my need to craft, woohoo! i'll be teaching classes at a little craft place, so i'm trying to come up with some neat stuff for a range of age groups. i'll keep everyone updated and would love new ideas. i don't have many friends on here but i plan to change that. i've also been designing clothes and selling them when i can, so i'll be posting on the clothes surgery message board too. trying to get back on keeping a journal, it helps to keep my thoughts strait. see ya... ~d xo Current Mood: excited |
| Friday, May 12th, 2006 |
| 2:45 am |
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lastnight, i had a dream... that the charm on my favorite necklace broke. ~d xo |
| Tuesday, February 28th, 2006 |
| 9:11 pm |
alone in my head
we will never measure up to the 'one' that got away. even if we just happen to be that 'one'. i've been her myself, once or twice. we all have at one time or another. in another life or a distant dream, there she stands in perfection. memory smells sweeter than reality. longing is warmer than comfort. it's not real. am i the only one that feels this way? ~d xo Current Mood: just thinkin' |
| Friday, January 20th, 2006 |
| 1:23 pm |
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| Thursday, January 12th, 2006 |
| 9:46 am |
i'm full of doubts  things aren't bad, so what wrong with me. lastnight, i wanted to cry in my sleep. ~d xo ~d xo Current Mood: blue |
| Tuesday, January 10th, 2006 |
| 3:16 pm |
so sleepy... can't seem to...
grrr, the three o'clock wall hit about twenty minutes ago and i want a nap. i'm seriously thinking about schoolin' full time and getting it out of the way. then i can start doing something i really like, instead of doing something that i like ok for now, 'cause it pays the bills. ohhhh, there it is again money. that's what it all comes down to, will there be enough money. ~d xo Current Mood: sleepy |
| Friday, January 6th, 2006 |
| 2:28 pm |
so here is the big question... how do i shut off my brain? to much thinking can drive a person to the dark side. just ask me... i'm the drunk one in the corner making myself angry again. what a jerk. ~d xo Current Mood: disappointed |